• 00:43 2,299 :\ #
• 10:45 @FemaleProdigy I'm really surprised you are not into True Blood ? :\ #
• 10:46 @BTCsports :) #
• 10:46 @SeniorBoomer thx :) #
• 10:55 beautiful day so far :) I like the cooler than usual temps :) #
• 10:57 Twitter facilitating History in Iran : www.nytimes.com/2009/06/18/world/middleeast/18iran.html?ref=todayspaper #
• 11:05 Israeli troops arrests 15 Palestinians, to destroy houses in Jerusalem english.ramattan.net/newsdetails.aspx?news_id=40506 #
• 11:21 Interesting, well crafted, documentary: a scholar's procreative transference of actual procreative impulse into fetish of Books & Trees 2/2 #
• 11:24 Detroit Memory Project: great opening title shot (needs a p.glass like minimalist 'hum' soundtrack 2 tie together) bit.ly/15T4Zp 1/2 #
• 11:27 Just as, say dentists, the History of the World is merely a sub-text for the history of Dentistry, Scholars (as peopleTend2) overstate :) #
• 11:31 @FemaleProdigy I don't want to overstate it's literary/cultural worth, but it has vampires, sex, and is 'Edgy' :D &s/t interesting writing #
• 11:31 2,303 : the gods have spoken :D #
• 11:33 Detroit is a Big Government, social welfare -- Catastrophe :( #
• 11:36 @MissShuganah imo: to rebuild education, you must start from the ground up: rebuild broken families. Reinstate importance of Moms&Dads :) #
• 11:42 @binmugahid couldn't say -- I tend to wrap 'the gods' around all types of fortunate, as well as unfortunate, mysterious coincidences :) #
• 11:46 @MissShuganah -- sounds like re-hashed communism to me :D Is it really deeper than that? Tight families correlate well with Good schools. #
• 11:49 @MissShuganah broken families, high illegitimacy rates correlate well with fucked-up neighborhoods, schools, and cycles of dependancy :( #
• 11:50 @MissShuganah the 'vanity of communists' : get a bunch of bright people in a room w/ whiteboards -- collective results will save world :D #
• 11:54 Every time u hear talk about ~"Restructuring Foundation of Civilization" -- first "?" to ask: 'Can U Balance Household Checkbook'? LOL! :D #
• 11:57 Every time I hear talk about ~"Restructuring Foundation of Civilization", I place right hand on wallet, left hand on rhetorical revolver :D #
• 12:02 @MissShuganah Obama's courageous outspokenness on responsibility of fatherhood is one reason I voted for him :) #
• 12:04 @binmugahid speaking of novel ways to commit suicide: how about that North Korea ? :) twitter.com/HarryLyme/status/2169180816 #
• 12:14 "Creativity" is the negative space between the compressions of Procreation :) #
• 12:21 Woody Allen eyes Carla Bruni for film role: (common ploy, as artist "dries-up" -- like Dylan adding rhythm section) bit.ly/3fWOC0 :D #
• 12:48 @binmugahid terrifyingly ambiguous! :D #
• 13:15 #140conf "What kind of fucking moron do you have to be not to understand twitter?" bit.ly/ZhQvA LOL! #
• 13:27 Jealous of @1938media because he ran with, what I started 2do on ONet back in 2005. Girlfriend said I tweeted like 'i had no balls' hmm? :\ #
• 14:32 @1938media not complaining -- giving credit -- where credit id due :) #
• 14:35 Dog gets confused -- when I play my air-guitar :D #
• 14:37 Finished fencing garden (what a half-assed job, but should resist 25lb dog :) #
• 14:39 @sora2522 XDD? :\ #
• 14:39 @FemaleProdigy where did Jessica go? :\ #
• 14:43 often funny, even insightful @times :D, but @1938media overstates his riff with twitter: when jeff bridges is saying 'twitter' for Hyundai #
• 14:45 Plus lots of communication takes place on twitter -- even outlines for books :) Amazing buzz for something that, admittedly, does so little #
• 14:49 But that's what elegant solutions do :) Twitter not link-farm -- it's a brain-stem :) agree w/ @1938media abt #140char=Greater Fool Theory! #
• 14:53 #140char equity griff -- is to get twitter-bees to at least cough up $500! :D #Peoplebrowsr Equity + $1.50 == cup of coffee :D #
• 15:00 @1938media if complainer is funny enough 2 burst a few pretentious bubbles -- might be good for 7k+ TwFollowers (+ $1.50== Cup Of Coffee :D #
• 15:31 @thepodcast Q: how many words rhyme with "twitter" ? #
• 17:48 #health 76% Americans favor public/private medical insurance option :) #
• 17:48 @FemaleProdigy happy power nap :) #
• 17:56 @FemaleProdigy trick to power nap -- keep them short: 30 tops: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Power_nap #
• 20:00 @FemaleProdigy right about benchmarks :) #
• 21:06 friend of friend knew a woman who lived alone w/ a cat. she died. wasn't discovered for a week. the cat, starting with nose, ate her face :\ #
• 21:22 @Jew4palestine I don't think my dog would start with my face :\ #
• 21:25 @Jew4palestine might be a SharperImage product there: sell goalie masks to people w/ cats "safely take nap w/o fear of having face eaten" :) #
• 21:26 @FemaleProdigy if no ideas for video -- concentrate on learning multi-track audio to enhance future videos :) Many free tools out there :) #
• 22:29 @FemaleProdigy did you find any good 'opensource' sound samples out there? You're on the right track with that -- start out royalty free :) #
• 22:53 "The artist is a receptacle for emotions -- derived from anywhere" :) #
• 22:54 ..."This is why one must not make a distinction between things. For them there are no aristocratic quarterings." :) #
• 22:55 "What a sad fate for a painter who loves blondes, but who refrains from putting them in his picture..." :\ #
• 22:56 "With me, picture is a sum of destructions. I do a picture, then I destroy it. But in the long run nothing is lost" :) #
• 22:58 ".academic teaching on beauty is false. We have been misled, ...so completely ..we can no longer find so much as a shadow of a truth again." #
• 23:00 #film #dvd #doublefeature DivX (+subs) a) The Visitor b) Gomorra :) #
• 23:02 "... the poets followed our endeavour attentively but they never dictated it to us" (and some of us even had to become poets, thereafter :) #
• 23:03 "It is not what the artist does that counts. But what he is." ;P #
• 23:05 "Everyone wants to understand painting. Why don't they try to understand the song of the birds?" :) #
• 23:07 "Those who attempts to explain a picture are on the wrong track most of the time." :\ #
• 23:08 "Art is not made to decorate rooms. It is an offensive weapon in the defense against the enemy." :\ #
• 23:08 "For a long time I limited myself to one colour — as a form of discipline." :\ #
• 23:11 .@femaleprodigy :'Good artists copy, great artists steal' ;D #
• 23:21 @Jew4palestine cats ape sensual movements mistaken for sublime, farBackAs Babylon: cats are Yin pacifiers (w/o diapers:) Reptiles w/Fur :) #
• 23:33 @Jew4palestine -- U have such good taste in twits :) but I'm very serious about the state of Western Civilization's "Fertility-Firewall" :\ #
• 23:36 @Jew4palestine everything that ever hopes to be remembered (ie have sympathetic audience) -- depends on Moms -- this most forgiving Love :) #
• 23:42 @Jew4palestine "Nature" -- Bends Over Backwards -- from the primordial bubble of Nurturer -- even at cost of 'self-image' Mom's Loved Best! #
• 23:48 @Jew4palestine : yin never measured by brain-cells or physical strength :) #
• 23:52 @Jew4palestine ...& ifU lost an 'existential' limb -- on the gender 'play-ground' -- accept your medal: but mark-off the landmine -- 4Others #
• 23:52 Forgive me: I'm losing too many brain-cells tonight: On2 Gomorra :) #
• 00:00 @Jew4palestine yes: but even if you didn't -- it wouldn't necessarily be your fault :-- I'm just pointing out 'Nature's Bias' on Love :) #

The End :D

• 00:18 @MissShuganah -- only trust things that endure a 1000 years or so ... I agree: fuck this abomination of the soul: ie generic "Spiritual" :D #
• 00:23 @Karoli -- say: where does your man twitter? #
• 00:52 ../ and quite parenthetically -- I can't form new, significant, friendships -- that I didn't know for years (ie yea:many have none: I a few #
• 00:59 And i recall -- this homage to the 15+ year friendship -- once tweeted before: i didn't require it yet still found it special -- touched :) #
• 01:05 but -- most likely -- I'm probably most wrong about everything hoped 4 -- and that's OK 2: I'd rather say I placed a mistaken bet -- tried! #
• 01:15 @T_X_P actually: I'm more blunt: there are some really -- tragically-gifted -- women out there that I -- simply want to -- knock-up :) #
• 01:17 @Karoli -- hmm? more tomorrow :) #
• 01:18 need sleep now: later :) #
• 01:22 ...also -- I'm sorry: on ultra-sensitive "boundary" issues -- shouldn't have mentioned '@' -- names :( #
• 11:43 @FemaleProdigy well your alpha female :) you're a tough girl - who know men's quirky nature well -- you're not a candy-ass (&don't block) :) #
• 11:47 . @kcampos I miss #LarryDavid too (is that series over for good?) -- can't wait to see him in next #WoodyAllen #fllm #
• 12:07 #econ Wages in Chicago were slightly up for the last year :) #
• 12:08 #sports #drugs of course Sammy Sosa took steroids (most certainly, Walter Paton too ). #
• 12:32 off to gym for short very-intense workout :) #
• 15:06 @MissShuganah Dave's a class act :) No such thing as bad publicity. #
• 15:21 #Japan Men-only train cars sought in groping fears bit.ly/v0S3c :D #
• 15:44 #sex #fertility #wmd 70-percent of Iranians are under 30 :) #
• 17:07 say @skye820 Senator Pence should, grab his musket, round up his kids (& their guns) and head for Iran :) & #Rush,#Cheney & #Gingrich 2 :D #
• 17:17 One in Oregon, one In Greenville :D www.breitbart.com/article.php?id=D98SJU402&show_article=1 #
• 17:48 . @skye820 Tweety Birdbrains www.newyorker.com/online/blogs/hendrikhertzberg/2009/06/tweety-birdbrains.html :\ #
• 18:19 #rumors persist that Iranian president, Mahmoud Ahmadinejad, has secured the PR Services of Chicago Powerhouse @reidalbecker & Company :\ #
• 18:32 @FemaleProdigy ...sometimes excessive twitter blocking results in Flu like symptoms too :D #
• 18:48 @sora2522 you're very cute btw :) #
• 18:51 @FemaleProdigy i hate how u leave us hanging about your eventual hair color ... are u sticking w/ the red on your head -- or not? :\ #
• 19:06 "...look ma, I carved a worm-man out of a Popsicle stick (it has a bupa and everything) :}" #
• 19:08 "... then my older sister seen it, got jealous, and broke it :(" #
• 19:09 "...i still have the pieces somewhere :\" #
• 19:50 dog got yearly haircut today -- basically shaved bare w/ a millimeter of hair to spare -- looks weird -- no longer like a filthy mop :\ #
• 20:09 "there was no reason to be afraid, ever." harrylyme.com/index.php #
• 21:02 @sora2522 that's ok :) #
• 21:07 @skye820 let the chicken-hawks fight first (5 draft deferment from Cheney alone + he's unemployed :D #
• 21:26 . @skye820 I really wish I could help u with the underlying emotional issues that inspire u to be the next Ann Coulter (barren bovine ):( #
• 21:28 . @skye820 do u really make the kind of cash where highly progressive taxes are more important than making your own babies? :\ Just curious. #
• 23:17 Olympus E-P1 excentric digitaal camera product (gotta luv those Japanese :) photo.net/equipment/olympus/ep1/preview/ #
• 23:27 "..."this is the longest foreplay I've ever experienced" #
• 23:43 x:"I'm glad you came back" y:"I came back -- against all my own instincts" :) #
• 23:48 Jeezze : when u want to pressure: u pressure! :D #

The End :D

• 00:18 @Karoli really? :) -- still -- how many can u know 1,2,5? :D #
• 00:20 "...never mind -- I don't 'Teach' -- I absorb" #
• 00:32 "...I refuse to apologize -- for what you have awakened in me..." :) #
• 11:54 Cyberwar guide for Iran elections: bit.ly/S8UpD #
• 11:58 #gr88 State Department to Twitter: Keep Iranian tweets coming bit.ly/qCMkq (after all Iran isn't China, where US corps help filter :D #
• 12:24 RT #140conf for the price of the conference, which was a joke. You should get your neighbor to give you a hand job. Sorry ladies! #
• 13:16 Obama said it would not be helpful if the United States was seen by the world as "meddling" in the issue. (I agree) #
• 13:17 @slum_goddess :) #
• 14:54 @FemaleProdigy where did u go ? :\ #
• 14:56 #TrueBlood had an interesting 1st ep. Now i remember where I seen Kate (from in treatment) before :) #
• 15:23 RT If you are interested in creating a community of self-interested circle jerking tweeters, go for it. I don't want to be part of it. #
• 15:26 @kathysipple ...don't be so sure about that :) #
• 17:13 #Infanticide Case Mesmerizes #France bit.ly/cK8qF #
• 17:28 @IranElection Twitter given credit for getting the news out of Iran, despite current government blackout :\ #
• 20:34 crying :\ Actually crying? :( #
• 20:41 @FemaleProdigy what challenge is that? #
• 21:31 @JosieNutter shiny metal ass :D #
• 21:40 @MissShuganah Signed the Single Payer petition :) #
• 23:02 @FemaleProdigy ...so what do you get if a "celebrity" replies? :\ #
• 23:08 John Lithgow has been confirmed to join the cast of Dexter for season 4. (Excellent choice :) #
• 23:20 I imagine ''big-foot" -- even being physically abusive, in addition to her histrionics :\ #
• 23:22 @a_dexter i think September :( #
• 23:44 @MissShuganah Letterman did the right thing with his -- unconditional apology. Class act: admitting he was wrong. #
• 23:48 imo: Obama has handled the Iranian election issue -- with a considerable amount of balance and judgment -- not like a self-absorbed liberal. #
• 23:51 @digitaleagle amazing casting -- don't u think??? :) #
• 00:01 "...just because you don't look -- it doesn't mean that there is isn't something there" -- desired, pursued: fucked -- ie knocked-up :) #
• 00:04 "..this force that has to be reckoned with" #

The End :D

• 00:27 U've read the diary how can you keep doing what you're doing? I'm just a driver why did you bring me this \I don;t know I was just passing #
• 11:20 #radio #wbez Woody Allen is on Fresh Air #
• 11:27 "i was never intellectual...never into intellectual things...never a loner...flunked out of college...(motion picture prod major)" W.Allen #
• 12:32 just got back from gym -- joined park district gym :) #
• 12:41 Hamas slams Netanyahu's 'racist, extremist' ideology bit.ly/rWRca #
• 12:58 CIA chief believes Cheney almost wants US attacked: www.reuters.com/article/latestCrisis/idUSN14131333 #
• 15:09 @skye820 diy in diafine (time/temp tolerant) bit.ly/DPJPb or use color chem B&W film :) #
• 15:12 @fer_ananda i see -- cold-calling ('cold-tweet'?) the big guys :) I did some of that myself, as a broker :) #
• 15:20 @FemaleProdigy those are great -- everyone should have one (esp if you have a lot of photos/videos) #
• 15:29 ..i'm amazed at the number of avid @FemaleProdigy followers -- I hardly know, who have blocked me :\ Guess i'm an acquired taste :D #
• 15:31 @FemaleProdigy it's great as a backup (really need 2!) and makes it easy to use between computers #
• 15:33 @FemaleProdigy ...getting to point where external drive -- actually cheaper, easier than backing up work on blank CDs or DVDs :\ #
• 15:37 @FemaleProdigy it's really not that many, i only notice when I occasionally try2 see other end of a tweet/replies...i figure frigid/uptight! #
• 15:38 @FemaleProdigy you should do short video commentaries on Social Networking: review related websites -- 'rework' other ideas :) #
• 15:41 @FemaleProdigy U know what's popular? Start your titles with "the top 5 ways to..." or 10 best ...bla,bla,bla" or "3 secrets to a better,,," #
• 15:43 @FemaleProdigy why don't you finally reveal your (Mom of 3) 10 secret steps-2-perfect-abs? in an easy to use video??? :) #
• 15:48 @FemaleProdigy look at that @1938media -- he does a dice-clay attack at popular icons, as he selectively gloms onto rising tides + funny :) #
• 15:51 @FemaleProdigy you are certainly as qualified as anyone -- to vlog on any social networking concept out there -- especially twitter :) #
• 15:54 @FemaleProdigy there're a lot of bitter, uptight,dried-up 'experts' out there, who just recycle a bunch of social networking/web20 hype... #
• 15:57 @FemaleProdigy part of what @1938media does -- is2, in often humorous, & sometimes rude ways: point out the bullshit of 'expert' grifters. #
• 16:31 Blacks abandon San Francisco (frightened off by white, puffy, nerds, who dance with the rhythm & Eros of Zombies!) tinyurl.com/lm6j2c #
• 16:41 #FBI Bob Garon (notorious Fight-Club copyright violator) finally apprehended while violating Indian burial ground tinyurl.com/kut6r2 #
• 16:55 @brundlefly no, not those Zombies these zombies bit.ly/8VQY1 :D #
• 17:14 @MissShuganah Speaking gigs for @ddenizen? Why not start with youtube video? #
• 17:18 @maryjanestarr who knows? One might be embittered (jealous :) with my satire which helped bring down @pierre's onet (pre-twitter)... #
• 17:21 @maryjanestarr ... and sometimes i use fowl language :( Once i got blocked after telling a clean Obama joke from an old sorority type :) #
• 17:29 @MissShuganah I'm up there too, but i mean showcase as a brand, as a public speaker with top billing :) (assuming u haven't already) #
• 17:57 @FemaleProdigy when are YOU going to get on the beam? :) #
• 20:52 @lizwebpage hmmm? greenie image :\ #
• 22:02 . @slum_goddess people are sooo strange (myself included :) that I'm amazed the world functions as well as it does. I truly am :) #
• 22:03 @slum_goddess no great loss :) #
• 22:04 wow -- gained a couple of 100 followers in recent days -- wonder what that's about? :\ #
• 22:09 will be watching True Blood S02E01 in little while :) I love returning to a new season of a series I like: reacquainting with old friend #
• 22:12 Woody Allen On Life, Films And 'Whatever Works' (audio interview w/ Terry Gross of NPR/Fresh Air :) tinyurl.com/mab7ma Allen&David:) #
• 22:18 . @slum_goddess btw: re-screened movie "Easte rn Promise" beautiful images of England -- soul of lived in places -- 100yrs is OLD in Chicago #
• 22:41 @mopedronin LOL!!! :D (i think, if i lived in Japan -- a 'Reality Show' would, like a protective cocoon -- form around me: provide Base :) #
• 22:46 @Karoli OK: liz, and now U: hmmm? whatz-up with the greenie cast??? -- if i may ask :) #
• 22:56 "...you're free to evaluate an Artist -- any way you want to" ... #
• 22:58 Do you care of what people think...? "..how could you go through life -- taking direction -- from the outside world? #
• 22:59 "... you'd have a very unauthentic Life..." :\ #
• 23:02 What movie have I've seen the most times? WAllen: I'd have to name 3: 'The Seventh Seal', 'Bicycle Thief', and 'Shane' " :) #
• 23:07 "This is the hardest of all: to close the open hand out of love, and keep modest as a giver. " #
• 23:10 OK: I've held this pleasure -- out too long: I'm going to watch, for the first time: True Blood - S02E01 -- and then off to sleep :) #
• 23:15 @Karoli are U really that wise? The same American press that you jump on when it doesn't agree with U -- now is so accurate? suchVanity :D #

The End :D

• 02:33 dogs have a fuller spectrum of human-like emotions -- compared to the truncated subset possessed by cats (which is why some prefer cats :D) #
• 02:38 HBO' series "In Treatment" (about 1/2 way through S01) -- is fascinating, engrossing excellent use of most influential media so far -- TV :) #
• 10:41 @ladyvalentina hear they might cancel the series (ran out of scripts from the original Israeli series -- big deal writing new ones as good). #
• 10:45 is North Korea friggin insane? #
• 10:47 @FemaleProdigy it's hard getting over yourself sometimes :D #
• 10:47 need to finish off resume revisions today :) #
• 10:50 @FemaleProdigy yea, but how would you find the time to write -- with all that videoing? :D (nice stuff btw :) #
• 10:52 ALL thses twitter apps are so lame, so unimaginative (not to mention, stole so many of my ideas :) -- wish I had more time to write one. #
• 10:54 head in clouds last few days -- clear skies today :D #
• 11:28 looks like 'Zowie Bowie' -- is the director of Moon :) #
• 11:47 @binmugahid true -- gotta luv that brittle, effeminate, nuclear war saber-rattling :D #
• 11:48 @binmugahid Iran not Arab, but Persian Nation. ( trivia: Zarathustra was Persian :) #
• 11:57 @femaleprodigy perhaps you should claim the mantle of Twitter/Social Media expert -- heck, you are one already :) #
• 12:00 ... @DanielleMORRILL see how difficult it is to adopt -- some so desperate to do so, they go 3rd world -- others so desperate to abort :( #
• 12:11 @ZnaTrainer she should know :) #
• 12:15 redo resume with netbook, under the sun -- wish lcd screens were brighter :( #
• 12:19 @fank_a_dank if u could: tell shar I made her a copy of TB series :) #
• 13:26 @FemaleProdigy why not? :) #
• 14:26 Terrifying sexual ambiguity of North Korean Hermaphrodites guarding DMZ to piped in Industrial hip-hop/rap tinyurl.com/lvx23p :D #
• 14:31 the @susan_boyle_com @reidalbecker rhythmic sottish syndicate :) #
• 14:37 Microsoft CEO Ballmer trying something new @ M$ -- this thing called "Innovation" tinyurl.com/m4r7qs :D #
• 15:13 #ebay OK, $59 now -- let's see what happens in the last hour tinyurl.com/l86sor #
• 15:13 RT #ebay OK, $59 now -- let's see what happens in the last hour tinyurl.com/l86sor #
• 15:57 @bangpound you must mean 10-20lbs overweight -- I frequent the area Christiana & Division. Famine far too strong a word.(save for addicts) #
• 15:59 @tendrel hi "crazy redheaded software engineer" :) #
• 16:00 @ZnaTrainer "I was so much older then -- I'm younger than that now" :) #
• 16:02 @jennydecki that's right, i forgot: no bad living habits in the 3rd world :D #
• 16:04 @jennydecki people should be a bit reluctant with use of "damaged goods" term. Might infertile be considered as handicap of sorts? #
• 16:05 RT Terrifying sexual ambiguity of North Korean Hermaphrodites guarding DMZ to piped in Industrial hip-hop/rap tinyurl.com/lvx23p :D #
• 16:15 @jennydecki I meant the parents: those who arent 'perfect' enough to conceive their own -- should not be so demanding of perfection in child #
• 16:18 @jennydecki 2nd point: any reasonably average white baby aborted -- would most certainly have found a welcome, appreciative, loving, home :\ #
• 16:32 @FemaleProdigy If you know the distinction between advanced and expert -- U must already be an expert :) #
• 16:33 @jennydecki U-mean? Unimaginable! :) #
• 16:41 @FemaleProdigy well you have to focus on branding and stuff like that -- look at this guy @1938media the Andrew Dice Clay of attack twitter. #
• 16:44 @FemaleProdigy and what happened to your blog ? :\ #
• 16:46 @fer_ananda i think @chrispirillo is doing just fine :) #
• 16:49 @FemaleProdigy ever hear the expression: "if you can get the job, you can do the job" ? :) alot of this 'expert' stuff is hand-holding :) #
• 16:49 @FemaleProdigy the blog background looks fantastic btw :) #
• 19:25 I had an amazing conversation with a guy selling mexican fruit bars from a push cart. I tried establishing a meta-currency out of bottlecaps #
• 20:01 @T_X_P :) #
• 20:49 @skye820 what's that? :\ #
• 22:16 ... 'her discretion was an early fatality' her feet : large, steep in carbon to Achilles' heel, but that's not necessarily unattractive :D #
• 22:17 @T_X_P no. #
• 23:26 #film "...ah: 'Sentimental Value' -- I heard of that..." Eastern Promise :) #
• 23:43 ::"sometimes birth and death -- go together" :\ #

The End :D

The Toughest Thing Sometimes (draft)

The toughest thing, sometimes – is not to fight, but to just let go...
...of the first narrative that has no resolve,
that can't be fixed,
no matter how hard you try,
no matter how desperately hoped.

You have to let it die...
...then, perhaps, mourn it's passing,
else risk it becomes the fatal pattern,
which will poison all narratives,
that follow.

And the only consolation?

You were Born into this,
and it was not by choice.

So it was never your obligation
to “Fix”.

So unburden Yourself
from this yoke
of imposed obligations :)

This circumstance
which always
made you feel
foreign –
in the presence
of others,
and created an
undeserved
shame,
opaque in it's
origin

And the tragedy
of distance,
resulting.

It is now time
to free yourself,
from the errors
of circumstance...

...and to see yourself
clearly, and for once
be judged
on your own accord...
...unadulterated
by the opaque
shame
imposed

You arrived
through an
over-arching
mystery that
preceded
the confusion,
and the pain
was never
your doing...

...for it was never
your fault
to be Born :)

Broken-Poems: The Wisdom of Anxiety in the "Modern World"

The Mind was Built a Million Years ago,
well before the Invention of Science,
Much Less the Discovery of Progress.

Science is the Codification of Material
Optimization. A Process of Selection,
Based on Physical Law.

Yes, a Natural Selection,
Yet a Given Implied,
Often Forgotten:

Science is a useful Black-Box.
Science is the car jack in your Trunk.
Science is a set of Pliers.
Science is something that inputs time,
and outputs the illusion of power.

Science is the 'Worker-Ant'.

The Worker-Ant Is Distinguished(from the Artist:)
By Two Characteristics:

1) His Cuckold, Self-Sacrifice...
2) His Flaccid 'Understanding' (i.e. Sterility)...

No wonder why woman holds him in contempt -- despite,
no because, of his listless 'Accommodation' ...


(2-B-CONTINUED)